in my mind

A character in this reality, each of us is a character in each episode. Everyone else is watching in another reality. Who is to say what is known? What if all that is known is just perceived? Everything we know is almost everything that we have been told. If our ancestors figured their own truths, why are we not looking for our own?

-in my mind

Monday, October 31, 2011

Dolce Vita Across The Waters

I am minutes of deciding my own fate,
second from naming a child,
and milliseconds from being forever lost.
Where my boat to sail?
this two roads, leave man idling in the same space,
so man must change his pace.
I move to the open ocean,
I sail far beyond my reach,
I tear in between vast winds,
and plow in between large body of water,
I find myself home far from land
Waters I have come to know as home,
I find myself a stranger in the same world
and from nowhere crept shower of happiness.
My belly has found a home,
and my mind has found retirement.
I have once again found living souls
vibrant minds
ecstatic vision of the world,
form the other side
of the binocular
things look much more pleasant

I have found my place,
where I should cultivate my body
I need my company, my stock, my capital
so that I can reach beyond my world once more
and see what was made for me to see.
To stay in the same stale air, is to know noting beyond
to never part from ones self, is to never find peace
not seeing the world, leaves a man handicapped
but these three legs have not failed me yet
and so land I have come to love you,
but the waters call me now,
time is bending, my friend,
we shall meet shortly

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Friday, October 28, 2011

Number Friends

Number is running from me
Sorry to see you go
It was short
but nice knowing you

I care little to make your acquaintance
I could not fight meeting you
Thinking you were no good
I thought it was best to keep distance
but once I met you,
things changed

I must say
you showed me a lot of things
you thought me more now
than all my other number friends

It is difficult,
but I know goodbye it must be
So long
new old friend
So long
I hope you teach everyone you meet
All that you have thought me
and show them
what you have showed me

So long
number friend

Thursday, October 27, 2011


When you want something so bad
And you get in too deep trying to find it
that you lose yourself
I was not alone
but in the crowd, I could not find myself
I thought I was short of a distance to
what I was looking for
but found difficulties finding me
I would hope I was hiding
and so I went to look under my bed
empty, silence, and some dust
I looked in my closet
full of clothing and shoes
I looked in all the rooms
everything was as I left it
I looked in shower
for sure someone was present here
I then followed the prints into my room
I found myself gained with age
sitting at the end of the bed
asking, now that you find me
lets find you

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Back Time Forward

The world is turning
and I can only see you
in my rear view
in front of you
is a time line
so therefore
you are becoming my past
I'm stepping on the gas
I need more time to pass
and a little faster
to zip by the overcast
I'm going to miss you
all of you
so I must change gears
put it down
so the pain of leaving diminish
the faster I go
can't turn around to wave
that will only bring me back

Sunday, October 23, 2011

To Forget

Forgetting someone at times can prove to be a difficult task, but remembering what you mean to them may help ease the self torment one may be dealing with. When we realize what we mean to someone, we then understand how important we were or are to them. That helps us detour away from the pain we feel. This however does not help everyone. Self train is important because most people cannot get over what they feel because they think of the good things the person brought to their lives. We cannot look at it that way, we must look at the good and the bad because in life we should always try to balance. A balanced world is a more perfect gravity.

Thursday, October 20, 2011

One Way Funnel...Obsession

Obsession is a one way funnel. We have become more obsessed with ideas and careless to face reality. What we want and how we are perceived hold a huge rock over our heads and there is no telling when it might drop. I find that in the subject of obsession I am guilty of thinking I was not obsessed and that I was open minded. I realized that I was open minded, but only in areas I cared to be open minded in.

We are so obsessed with how people see us when we should not care at all what people think. We are obsessed with making everything perfect but we have heard millions of time that there is no such thing as perfect. We are obsessed with who we think we are and should realize that the only way to know who we are is through others. We are obsessed with finding the opposite sex that we think is best for us but we never know what is best for us, only what we want to be best for us. We are obsessed with fascinating the world with our present but less than one percent notice us and of those, even less remember us.

Obsession... a one way funnel.

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Security "A State of Mind"

As human beings, is not enough to be sure. We look for sureness in everything and we at peace assuming that we have found it. What we do not know is that there is no such thing as sure. Being sure about anything proves right for a short period and after that measuring that we are not in control of our future nor with what is around us. When we think we found security we let our guards down and forget the possibility that there may be glitch in our security that can leave us vulnerable.

Security in many forms; Who one is, job security, status, safety and such. WE ARE NEVER SECURE and so security is only a state of mind.

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Some stories are fabricated, some stories are imaginative, some stories are not your own, and some are factual, but all are stories that is an individuals and he must share so that he feels the world part of him, not just him part of the world