in my mind

A character in this reality, each of us is a character in each episode. Everyone else is watching in another reality. Who is to say what is known? What if all that is known is just perceived? Everything we know is almost everything that we have been told. If our ancestors figured their own truths, why are we not looking for our own?

-in my mind

Saturday, March 27, 2010

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Saturday, March 20, 2010

Thank God or is it Luck?

I, after a long debate on whether to enjoy the day or go to work, decided to go to work. When I arrived at the entrance, I realized that I forgot my keys to the third floor office. The thought to go back and get my car from the parking lot and drive back home made me realize that I may not come back.

I used my security pass to enter the building, then decided to see if anyone was at our floor to let me in. To my amazement there was; I notice when signing into the building.

When I got to my floor, I lost service and decided just to try the knob. luckily, it opened.

As I entered, I realized that I also forgot the key to my office. "DAMN" I thought, "I will definitely have to go home now."

Something made me check to see if all the doors were locked; First one ((my office) locked. 'DAMN'. Second one (bosses office) opened and I was like Whoa.

Now I could not work in that office as my computer is not there. I then decided to check if there were copies of keys to my office. The first one I tried worked.

"I CAN WORK!!" I full of joy.

I DON'T THINK LUCK HAD ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT!

I THANK GOD!

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Open minded

A mind is like a door
you don't want to leave it wide open
because then anything can get it

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Clouds

Little
un-carelessly little
something has an hold on you
and even those closest ignorant to your core

supposed it go
and when it does, where may you ask it go?
but the rope still holds
the slippery slopes

Cold
the feel, unknown
while the body seeks shelter
mind has driven to a faraway somewhere
somewhere so far it's nowhere

you cannot shelter
nothing can make better
you are lost to yourself
so you are lost to the World

Employ sleep
before those feeling creep
it is getting deep
sleep before you slip

go to sleep
you don't want to keep
back home is such a short trip
sleep wont cause u to trip

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Hollow

Breaker
Tormentor of love
Drainer of hearts
Bringer of sorrow
Maker of stress
He is hollow inside
He has no feel
Though his body is warm
His heart is cold

He sees no goodness
The man so wicked
You can tear his skin
And rip his chest
On the left breast
Lies an empty nest

Remaining in Space

I am relieved that it is untrue
Because I work well
When I’m alone
Because boxed with you
Was a little of happiness I have not felt in so long
My heart skipped as if I was 15 again
I neither knew how to be around you
Or how to walk with you
When will this end
When will I stop feeling this?
I want to leap
But my feet will not budge
My hands will not move
I am froze, time is not with me
And this will not repeat
But if I lose, it will be lost forever
I cannot take that leap
The rush, it is well
It feels beautiful
But at the end, it will be me on the sidewalk
Looking at the ground
Begging for an answer,
And answer neither of us can answer
Is it time
Is it me
Is it you
I must think far from you
I must walk my walk
Because I am meant to break hearts
If you break mine first, you save yourself pain
Kill me before I kill you
Hurt me before I hurt you

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Some stories are fabricated, some stories are imaginative, some stories are not your own, and some are factual, but all are stories that is an individuals and he must share so that he feels the world part of him, not just him part of the world