in my mind

A character in this reality, each of us is a character in each episode. Everyone else is watching in another reality. Who is to say what is known? What if all that is known is just perceived? Everything we know is almost everything that we have been told. If our ancestors figured their own truths, why are we not looking for our own?

-in my mind

Sunday, March 31, 2013


if the sun
does not turn,
we must not either

no one knows
how long
it returns
so it is best
to just follow
those who live
on instinct

you will never see
these many
like they had no idea
what was coming

no fear
the world stop

no fear
not knowing
if you're the only one

no fear
the only one

there is no fear
in a dead place

© EOU 2013

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

Do Not Enter

Looking for the truth
the meaning
the search, a dose
of the snooze
a cold of the flute
under barrels of aged
lifeless liquids
burning the desire
the entrance
to the heavens
and back doors
to hell
the truth
that sets you free
is the stairway
to ghostly wooden tomb

© EOU 2013

Sunday, March 24, 2013

The Way I see it

the motion of your lips
getting fussy
your words
all I'm hearing is
I love you
your lips are motioning
different words
or so it seems
squeenting trying to
better understand
but all I make out is
I love you
I love you
I love you
with anger, then
with tears, with
hate, then with
care, I love you
I love
you, I
love you, I love

© EOU 2013

Thursday, March 21, 2013

Best Blog Award

I was nominated by Pragati Gupta@ Flow Of Wordz for best blog awards. Pragati, thank you very much. I enjoy your post very much ;-)

Pragati Gupta, thank you

There are logically also certain rules that must be observed when participating:

1 . Each nominee posting his nomination with the image above and reported, who nominated him or her.
2nd There are 11 questions to be answered.
3rd After another 20 blogs nominated under 200 followers. These nominees are then of course informed by the comment above!


1st: What do you like to cook: sweet or savory dishes?
I love cooking savory dishes - things come to mind and I must experiment

2nd: What is more important in a person: the personality or appearance?
Personality is important. Appearance can be dealt with later.

3rd: When you founded the blog?
August 2012

4th: Who inspired you to start in this world with something new? 
My inspiration come from people who voice their opinion in respect to others. Most friends that enjoy my thoughts and writing.

5th: Do you follow many blogs?
I love to read other blogs and so I do follow many. Maybe too many ;-)

6th: Do you prefer to cook for yourself or for others?
I like to cook but I love to display it to others. It's not great until someone tells me it is.

7th: What book are you reading right now?
I am reading:
THE TIPPING POINT By Malcolm Gladwell
NATIVE SON By Richard Wright
KITE RUNNER By Khaled Hosseini

8th: Which garment has survived the longest in your closet?
H&M clothing, Leather Jacket {also H&M}

9th: What is your favorite recipe?
I can't say I have one favorite. If I could I would eat it all [Maybe French, Italian, Indian, and Nigerian]

10th: What qualities of a person are important in a friendship?
Trust, honesty, loyalty, humor, open, reading, and very social

11th: What is your favorite movie?
A few but that come to mind;
Silverlining Playbook


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Marina Is A Belle

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Every Sonnet

Popular Poetry Forms


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Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Famous Warrior -Falling for- Star of the Sea

You woke up gloomy
and I don't know why
but something woke up with you
you are not yourself
and I can't tell why
I don't have a firm grip
on anything

Your back is to my back
you don't smile
is it me?
time is passing me by
and I swear its you
slowly leaving me

I don't know
how much of this I can take
I know I deserve this
but I'm not built for this
If you tell me what to do
I swear I will do it
just don't keep
your smiles from me

I swear I know
but really I haven't had a clue
what it is I did
or do, that I've done
that shaded you blue
my dear colorful
I would do anything
to make you color full again

© 2013 EOU

Thursday, March 14, 2013

You Are No One Until...

Like a no body
knowing nothing
only that you hear
and feel things
and you cannot fully
understand why they are
but warm loving
soft voices
gentle touches
their electric love
is giving you hiccups
you are vibrating
stinging the skin
from which pockets you

Sunday, March 10, 2013

Getting Lost is How You Feel Again

If you close your eyes
then you could feel again
being lost
is part of the journey
it's not what you find
it's how you find it

If you block your mind
then you can see again
not hearing
is part of the story
it's not what you're looking for
it's  what you find

If you relax
then you can taste again
losing your sensation
is part of the recipe
it's not what you working for
It's the sum of it all

You find
when you stop looking
you hear best
without your eyes
the best taste
is after bitterness
you feel
when you least expect it
you see best
with your...

© EOU 2013

Monday, March 4, 2013

From Salt to Water to Snow to my hand, I melt...

              i melt with you...

I am... I miss my lovers
if i am not miserable
i could not be much happier
slipping in between both of your touch
and the reality that you will never age
again, the great un-dead
sleeping in between both your touch
in my dreams
making rain from the sprinkler
hanging myself
so that i will never age
in between both of you

I am a stock broker
stocking to break
i stock, stock, and i stock
then i break and break
and though i am not deserving
i take a little more and more
to keep you happy, all of you
to give you things you deserve
that i myself incapable giving
but when they come knocking
breaking down my doors
i am sorry to leave you all alone
while i sleep with my head
under the pillow

I am a medical practitioner
in school to practice
but no one teaches you
about patients and the abuse
all the substance abuse
and the inflow of vast amounts
of paper; money
just for me to write
prescriptions, i mean
controlled substance
and that the only one left for me
loves someone else
and i sit here while he
tells me about his dad
but son, i'm your dad
...but son, i'm your dad
and loudly crying my heart
out, this undying pain
until my soul vaporize
from the controlled

I am a writer -teacher
instructing adolescence
i'm laughing hysterically
met life, he has me dying
an author
what i aspire to be
to be nothing less than
living inside the uncontrolled
substance, the controlled substance
that keep me in memory
of when i first met
my one and only
but my one and only turned
into three pills
and to watch all of them go
the way they did
I must leave
the painted pact
on glass wall
and set for the cliff
near the lighthouse
I can't live without my friends

 -         -         -         -         -         [From i melt with you] find here         -         -         -         -         -      

© EOU 2013

Sunday, March 3, 2013

i melt... With You

[From i melt with you] find here

Les Misérables hanging
stock under the pillow, breaking
substance abuser's lost son
teaching books by writer
dying pact
for the good
of good success
let's die in packs

© EOU 2013

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Some stories are fabricated, some stories are imaginative, some stories are not your own, and some are factual, but all are stories that is an individuals and he must share so that he feels the world part of him, not just him part of the world