in my mind

A character in this reality, each of us is a character in each episode. Everyone else is watching in another reality. Who is to say what is known? What if all that is known is just perceived? Everything we know is almost everything that we have been told. If our ancestors figured their own truths, why are we not looking for our own?

-in my mind

Tuesday, December 30, 2014


You're taking me
to the far end of everything

if you're mine
why am I chasing you
always chasing...
as exhausted as I am
I can't help but to feel
I need to catch up

you're taking me
all around
you're spinning me
round and round
I'm barely on my feet

Always arm reach away
but you're always slipping
through my fingers
living me smaller
not bigger

You're taking me
all around
you're spinning me
round and round
near damn drowning

you're teaching me
about myself
making me feel
like somebody else

You are taking me
to the far end of everything

Sunday, November 30, 2014

The Building Tall Love


dreaming of a stranger
from my past
walking into the street
where the sign read "One Way"

we can dream all we want
but we might end up going back
back to being strangers

people tell us how we have it all
but it takes seconds to lose
all that it took forever to build

build all that you want
nothing survives the coming storm
hard work is supposed to show
if not how do we know what it's worth?

Thursday, October 16, 2014

**** Leaving The Round World ****

Since the beginning
of your time in my eyes
I have been meaning to leave

There's no way I belong
with these stick figures
counting all the wailing voices
coming from withing me
to countless...
please remove me
from this place

where there was a message
I found wounds
all the black and blues
If I had a clue
I would have exited
with my golden slippers

Now worn
unable to take me
past this side
your hands unreachable
as far as I've walked
but your language beat
the strong reflection of me

Sworn that either way
I will not last
in the beat of my shadow
until now
I have found a way
to end your lives in my eyes 

Wednesday, October 1, 2014



I am different from my skin
My voice sound strange to me
I see a stranger in the mirror
My senses, I do not trust
Everything taste unfamiliar
I feel an alien in my body

Before I heard myself
My voice was perfect
Before I saw myself
I could not age
before I felt myself
I knew nothing like it

Before I can know anything
I need to know perception

The Teachings

What knowledge do you posses?
what knowledge will you pass to me,
that Adam & Eve forever shame you
or did you shame them?

What knowledge will you pass to your sons
about the time before the time
before his ancestors understood the meaning of life

What knowledge will you pass on?
that the world as you knew it
will forever change
and thus because simple
as once before

Tuesday, September 9, 2014

In the moment of loss

When I was younger when I was expecting you. See they told me you would come for me early. Who told me? I can't say, but they said so and I sat waiting ready.
I kind of knew that when I was ready, you likely would not come, I knew you waited for me to be happy again and forget it all and that is when you would show up unannounced. I knew that when you came, I would regret it, I knew I would regret it all. 

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Some stories are fabricated, some stories are imaginative, some stories are not your own, and some are factual, but all are stories that is an individuals and he must share so that he feels the world part of him, not just him part of the world