in my mind

A character in this reality, each of us is a character in each episode. Everyone else is watching in another reality. Who is to say what is known? What if all that is known is just perceived? Everything we know is almost everything that we have been told. If our ancestors figured their own truths, why are we not looking for our own?

-in my mind

Thursday, October 16, 2014

**** Leaving The Round World ****

Since the beginning
of your time in my eyes
I have been meaning to leave

There's no way I belong
with these stick figures
counting all the wailing voices
coming from withing me
to countless...
please remove me
from this place

where there was a message
I found wounds
all the black and blues
If I had a clue
I would have exited
with my golden slippers

Now worn
unable to take me
past this side
your hands unreachable
as far as I've walked
but your language beat
the strong reflection of me

Sworn that either way
I will not last
in the beat of my shadow
until now
I have found a way
to end your lives in my eyes 

Wednesday, October 1, 2014



I am different from my skin
My voice sound strange to me
I see stranger in the mirror
My senses, I do not trust
Everything taste unfamiliar
I feel an alien in my body

Before I heard myself
My voice was perfect
Before I saw myself
I could not age
before I felt myself
I knew nothing like it

Before I can know anything
I need to know perception

The Teachings

What knowledge do you posses?
what knowledge will you pass to me,
that Adam & Eve forever shame you
or did you shame them?

What knowledge will you pass to your sons
about the time before the time
before his ancestors understood the meaning of life

What knowledge will you pass on?
that the world as you knew it
will forever change
and thus because simple
as once before

Tuesday, September 9, 2014

In the moment of loss

When I was younger when I was expecting you. See they told me you would come for me early. Who told me? I can't say, but they said so and I sat waiting ready.
I kind of knew that when I was ready, you likely would not come, I knew you waited for me to be happy again and forget it all and that is when you would show up unannounced. I knew that when you came, I would regret it, I knew I would regret it all. 

Wednesday, August 20, 2014

The Whole

it's time you give back
my borrow days
it's beyond gold coins
give the wind air
and I take to count more days


walking far as today
standing on reflection in time
is there I see,
this hidden pottery

what is lost
has never been found
lost under your property
lost underneath your pounds

Wednesday, August 6, 2014


happy thoughts
Happy thoughts
I need to think of nothing
but happy thoughts
I find results in things I haven't done
I said I'll  go
but found I haven't gone
Sometimes you need to go far away
just to get closer
it's ironic
something must happen
for the world to get closer
The world gets better
when it need closure
I know I know my purpose
right now it does not come to me
My mom tells me she always pray for me
not that there anything wrong with me
But I agree I need God in my life
because I've stepped away from Him
many time and find that he still loves me
Why are we so ugly
acting like we know it all
but still act funny
The lung i can replace
but the heart it's unlikely



-Each of us has a vision of the world that belongs to him alone, and when he dies that world dies with him. Others may share in some parts of it, but non will see it exactly has he, nor will all experience it in the same way, for they are living with their own vision of reality.-

Louis L'Amour

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Some stories are fabricated, some stories are imaginative, some stories are not your own, and some are factual, but all are stories that is an individuals and he must share so that he feels the world part of him, not just him part of the world