The Frozen Green Leaf

I've been waiting on the other side of the lake for a while now. They told me I had to give something of value to cross, but all I had was you and my cross, and I chose to give none up. Now I'm here sitting on wet grass and cold has me wrapped because I did not know there was going to be a a huge change of weather. Whether or not you are coming is unsure so I cannot leave my post in case you make it here somehow. I don't believe in signs but I need to follow something to get to where I want to go. Now I'm almost half way there and there is nothing but complications. Condition, there are too many conditions and nothing is outright right. Why must you  read into everything? Can it just be because it is? You always search for meaning in everything and that has you caught up in things that don't matter until they begin to matter, But by then you have made nothing into something and all the somethings that were already there became a bigger something.


AZ (Gracious, Merciful)