Arrays of Rays

You emerging
into the aqua blue sky
and you place yourself high
your pollen arrays ray
to darken me
and make me glow

I cannot sleep
when your rays beam
simple because
you are sun shinning

Battling Lies

Forgive me

for telling you the truth

the sounds of lies

try to roll out of my tongue

but too easy of a thing

so I'm taking my armor

my sword and my shield

and I am going to battle lies

I'm going to shield

you,

from your need of lies

I'm going to raise the blade

from your want of mirage

I'm going to strike you with truth

Forgive me killing you

with truth,

but nothing hurts more 

than the truth

saying, screaming, bloating out

you can't handle the truth

Until the truth kills you dead...

Echos of Sounds

trying to cry borrowed voices

no time to plead or see

when your heart stop beating

and it beats someone else's

you feel first numb

then dumb for crying someone else's cries

when your ears stop working

and you borrow someone else's

first it's crumble of channels

until you think you stumble on

something you've never heard

when your eyes fail to see

that it's just fire burning within

patience is your water filling

but you are scared to drown in

all of the questions

and now your heart is gone

after this, you won't feel again

everything that once meant anything

will chatter like it never existed

your heart will pound

locked in your mind

to live with what you've done

Wisdom Baby

Still all four wisdom teeth

still holding a few baby teeth

hard letting go...

throb awaken me

pounds beating

so tired, I could not sleep

artificial problems

spilling in my long distant future

waiting until that time to come

forgetting every words you ever said

they are just words

they mean nothing

but to me, they are everything

they are you, part of you

that I must hold on to

because If anything should happen

I have something to hold on to

I should be stronger now

I must try

I feel it in my bone

is time to let it go

asking

Take away my dept
So that I can owe no longer
So that peace may enter me
So that peace I can give

Judge me not
So that I can no longer judge
so that my perception
is only my perception
and does not define me

Feed me
so that I can feed someone
so that they can feed someone
so that the world go round

you will lose me

I'm not falling

I'm diving

the force was once mine

it no longer belongs to I