Stages In one

I can't find the steps
I
need
to
part

I am stuck in this limbo
trying
to
find
my
mind

She sent her chills
to
keep
me
Froze

But right now
I
need
to
ghost

I must find the road

The coast
from
which
I,
conceived

The vehicle

The boat
the
reason
that
I,
journey

Oh brother, where are thou?

when I look in the mirror,
I
no
longer
see
you

I see static

antique tangibles
all
that
are
invaluable

I die for the need to live
all the while, I'm living to die

Blood

Dagger and tools of men

Angered with gold in the mind

Cut, stabbed, and cut till

Their anger satisfied by 

Pedals of roses raining from the body

Lading red paint that stained the sandy ground

All 

Sound of murder, murmurs

Killed the dead silent of the crowd’s shock...[Unfinished]

Fear...

He sprints into her memory

With oversized, old man shoes

Breathing dark clouds of mushroom from a shelled casing

Bathing in sweat turned black from ashes

Flashes of them fighting, her crying

Taking it back, if she can just take it back 

Everything with them that turned bad...[Unfinished]

Necessary Truth

When you stop fearing death,

You begin to live

When you stop worrying,

You can better live

When it all fall apart,

Then, you can start to rebuild

Growing Black Roses

hard to believe,
if one can just be, leave
difficulties in the realms
she cannot be in power
fouler than he having emotions
she wants it all, devotion
he wants just to be real, not just portions
can't believe in love, much less potions
-
fight for her, fight for her
she wants you to fight for her
but you just trying to meet halfway
by the way, she has a cake
and wants a frosting
even when you have it all
your eyes still wonder
why do we think? Why do we ponder?
when it's not perfect, that's when its stronger
when it's real, when it's right
they don't see more in anything
they just want more in everything
don't you know too much seasoning is bad,
for your heart?
build on the bad
eventually it will all fall apart
-
black roses,
roses manipulated

Find Your Love:

Inside an Italian man’s dish

For unwanted domestics

For presidents

Being part of a resident

In the view of landscapes

On men’s wood

In a running shoe

In the a person’s blemish

In not being selfish

In music

In a kiss

For a meaning cause

Watching someone’s loss

In the site of ample hips

In the warmth of tea sips

Inside the middle of your heart

For mathematics

Between a woman's legs

When getting to your bed

For nature

In being sure

In the taste of rum

For a lonely bum

In dump sites

For sweets

In something new

Being one of the only few
In a man's brain

In happy man
In beautiful lips
For beauty
Find your love in living