Unbalanced Edges

I have hit rock-bottom

and so far deep

I had no choice but to make light of it

to look into this cup

and wonder how I got here

There is no reflection of me in the sea of rum

sending waves side to side at the glass wall

I have found my rescuer

this thing that will once again help me

find content

but first, it will burn my longs

and then leave a tear in my liver

then it will bring all the pain to my chest

then it will tear water from my eyes

until I realize there is nothing to cry about

I have found you, my cure

and let you in my cuore [heart]

I am lost in this bottom

where it is filled with rocks

They undock me and I prance around

dancing to strange music

around strangers

then remove myself from that place

I stumble my way up to a nearby lighthouse

while downing the sea in my cup

I stumble up the stair case 

looking to make light of this

I stumble up as far as my legs will let me

before misplacing my foot
and saw the light everything is made of