Waking up in my sleep

Waking up in my sleep The sun is up

the birds chirp

mostly the chicks, crying for food

The sound is no music to my hears

Must not have woken up on the right side of the bed

Indeed one did rise from the left

the sound of rain is the feeling of sleep

my bed is requesting my presence

but I am too busy  holding  this white cup of  coffee looking out the window watching trees wind and trying to glimpse the sky through the gray clouds thinking to myself the world is  most beautiful looking at the grass on the other side of the fence part of which is balding other part color aged but from this angle it is just real beautiful isn't perfect but somehow perfect is beautiful And the sun brings light to the world this is the sight to see with the world although simple it gives joy to just look

Leaving Most of Me

I haven't had a hold on my mind

for sometime now

We can no longer agree on a thing

we barely look each other in the eyes

but we have agreed to disagree
Agreed to find our own way
To part by the glass
because I am either becoming what I hate
or hating what I have become
and around you
I really dislike myself
and do I get dress and get my luggage?
stand in front of the mirror?
and have my goodbye?

Mind boggling - Mind Crazy

supposing that the streets are crawling with lies

and smell of feces is bearable,

 - please keep the mouthwash in a lot longer

tell me no lies even with fire in your mouth

disguise yourself from yourself

and then tell me if you can find yourself

unlikely that you find silence

not anywhere

but you are the first to throw rocks

 - have you ever felt a rock on your head?

it's likely you haven't

tell me something I don't know

like that fire burn

and no matter how far I stay away

there's no preventing cancer

and sometime there just isn't any answers

I swear I have been living forever

time, just will not stop

only to men holding candles

walking on sandals

keep playing the music

one thing that's more frightening

than seeing nothing

is hearing nothing

 - time to fasten your seat-belts

Cry now, cry

hear all the things you hate to hear

dry the tears

it's not as bad as it sounds

take the heat from all sides

take it in, take it in

and then throw it back

first send them a warning

then let them see a fraction of the action

let them see your vein work
everyone is testing
their limit
It's passed the line
but still we throw pennies
every money is necessary
every man will die
just hope you've lived happy
sad days come
and then I'm greatful for the laughable days
There's a road I'm looking for
It's called the happy way

Morning nights

never could you believe

under what I woke up this morning

I woke under a red cloud

that drizzled grey rain

sprinkling grey mist 

on my eye lids

when my eyes ajar

I knew just what kind of day to expect

Change Myself: Lost & Found

You keep me from being anyone
and so I became myself
you told me that I did not breathe well
and thought me how to breathe like someone else
that person did not think well
and so you told me to think like someone else
that person did not behave
and so you told me I had to act like someone else
that person did not listen
and so you gave me someone else's ears
that person did not speak well
and so you told me I had to talk like someone else
that person did not feel well
and you told me to feel like someone else
I have lost and found
I could not see anyone else
then I broke down
and realized I did not like myself
then I looked in the mirror
and saw that I was everyone else

Making in this minute

what you are making

no longer depends on anything

except the outcome

your ideas are shining

that cost plenty of time
plenty of minds
have found themselves lost
lost in yesterday
forgetting already tomorrow
seeming in constant
the longest now ever
and so I rest my mind
exit my object
so that I can dream
of any time other than now