The Frozen Green Leaf

I've been waiting on the other side of the lake for a while now. They told me I had to give something of value to cross, but all I had was you and my cross, and I chose to give none up. Now I'm here sitting on wet grass and cold has me wrapped because I did not know there was going to be a a huge change of weather. Whether or not you are coming is unsure so I cannot leave my post in case you make it here somehow. I don't believe in signs but I need to follow something to get to where I want to go. Now I'm almost half way there and there is nothing but complications. Condition, there are too many conditions and nothing is outright right. Why must you  read into everything? Can it just be because it is? You always search for meaning in everything and that has you caught up in things that don't matter until they begin to matter, But by then you have made nothing into something and all the somethings that were already there became a bigger something.

arrested by darkness
caged in solitude
all of your kindness
non to which has freed you

The need to be one
other than yourself
your kindness is your blindness


although you are freed from sight
you are blessed with imagination
for the world is truly yours
the world is as you depict it

Blame

you cannot forget no matter how hard you try. Every time you close your eyes, there it is, He who departed and left you alone.
Your pain cause the blame because he would not leave you for no reason, so someone must be at the end of your pointing finger. someone must be accountable, because if there is no account, the hate will be for he who left and he who left cannot see nor feel your pain so you plead for someone to come forth and take the blame. You cannot take the blame. How can you? How would it be to hate yourself? Will you plunge a dagger into your own stomach? will you willingly enter a cage in which you will not allow yourself freedom? will you cry and plead forgiveness to yourself?

And if you do claim the blame, would you be fair and take the same punishment someone else would have to endure?

Religion: Guilt

Guilt

When a person feels he or she has violated a moral standard and he or she feels.

The use of guilt to keep man in a certain moral standard for the better of society is not a bad thing. Keeping man aware of his or he neighbor is like the intension of some religious practice. Laws do not make one feel that he or she should not act for self only (acting like one is the only one in this world). Law only stops one from certain acts by the fear of punishment.

Which is more affective, law or guilt?

I think guilt is more affective. People who practice religion do not tend to be violent, hateful, or act immoral, at least that, I feel, is the intension of the religious groups that practice it.

With guilt, one is likely not to repeat an offence to man or action he or she feel (or are thought) that is not of moral standard.

With law, man is likely to feel remorse unless he or she is caught. But if the person is not caught, they are likely to repeat the act.

Some people do not like the guilt religion has (pressed on them) and so because guilt is not a feeling one likes to feel, the best thing is to avoid feeling it.

Our norm changes with age. Especially with continuous education or life discussion with peers. It may not change for some, it may change onces  for other, and it may changed much more than onces for the rest.

blaque

Black skin you I cannot stop looking at
Dark, shiny, beauty
Sexy black skin
Smile innocent but your hips calling me brown skin
Your eyes catch mine as often As I look at you brown
Skin, dark hair. Freeze
Love your dark skin
These are calling me and I can't stop looking at your brown skin
I desire you brown
Your voice is like music
My mind longs for your brown skin
Thin but your behind tells me more than what you.... Brown skin
Beautiful sexy brown skin
Dark as night
The light shines and the skin is smooth
This is not my usual but this is taking me
Your sexy lips
Your hair, dark and

different

I dont recognise myself
What happened? I used to be so kind
Would you follow the World? Even if its blind?
If i get a tatoo, does that mean I am a brand?
If a dollar is relevant, why isn't a dime?
Why is there more pennies on the ground than there are bills?
If I pick up every penny, wouldn't it all be equivalent to bills?

I don't recognize myself
What happened? I used to feels so good
Would you follow the World? Even if its deaf?
If I stay quiet, would I be heard?
If I am to lead, do I have to be first in line?

I don't recognize myself
What happened? I used to look so good
now it seem age is claiming me
I'm receiving years or are they being taken away from me?